Friday, October 13, 2017

One chance. That's all i'm giving you. Please prove me wrong. please please please
Keep telling myself that I need to be objective and be above myself. But. It's. So. Dam. Difficult
Everyone's got their motives, I do too. I think the only for this to work is for there to be a compromise between all of us, and I guess that starts with me.

Wednesday, September 27, 2017


I thank God for you in my life. You are amazing, and the second best thing that has happened to me (after God) I thank God for everything that has happened before for preparing both of us for each other. You mean so much to me and I wanna treasure you 4eva ;)

Monday, September 18, 2017


it's never nice to be looked down upon. I wouldn't want that, I wouldn't wish that on anybody. but it's never nice to be the one having to look down on someone else either. I'm sorry but I had to be the bad guy. Who knows- fate might be cruel in that this group may never see its first performance, but what's done is done and my conscience is clear. Nobody would want to be in my position and while there could be a hundred ways I could have done it, I did it in the way I felt was right. And that - no one can take away from me. It's sad that such a wonderful concept should start in such a way, but i'm glad i'm surrounded by like-minded individuals- stuff programme booklet write-ups are made of ;)

Tuesday, August 08, 2017


i've felt frustrated over the past few weeks. too many people talk the talk and end up leaving their crutches at home. Too many people see others not putting in effort and decide to give up, as opposed to picking up the slack. Too many people fall in love with the idea and the concepts, but when push comes to shove, decide not to shoulder the responsibility.

it's both sickening and disappointing.

Then again, I have also been inspired by a group of people with whom i've worked hard for weeks now and i'm amazed to see how far they've come :'). THESE are the people I envision will make ANY organisation or team stronger, not the aforementioned ones. Passionate, hungry,  and passionately hungry. I've had enough of those doing half hearted jobs and thinking that positions are positions of entitlement. entitlement begets responsibility, not the other way around.

In related news, I hope that everything we've done up to this point works for the good of the club. There have been obstacles on the way here, but I believe we have just enough to push it over the line. The next obstacle would be to help the seniors- but to be honest that's the least of my priorities. I Hope that there are likeminded people in the club that are not just here for the fun and games and laughter.

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Some people

There are some people for whom i will give (almost) everything up for.

Tuesday, July 11, 2017


Tuesday, June 13, 2017

idk how many of you have met my sister. but she is probably the bane of my existence in my life. TBH.
idk how much detail i wanna go into, but she is a self righteous, self entitled arrogant crusading marauder, who is bent on repaying her mum's kindness to her with an outright bias toward everything that resembles my dad and the male gender - including me. haha. such a way to start a post. but somehow it's amazingly true. She's conflicted with her self-assumed role as the leader of the family, seen to her befitting that she's the best friend to my mother, as she has to juggle this selfless role with the personal vendetta she's embarked on. tough spot.
Well i wish her luck in life :)