You learn a new word everyday

-Gabriel, 2009. haha mark my word. it'll make big one day :D

Today's word is: Precipice.

No marks for guessing where i got that word from. :)

I'm on the precipice of an amazingly taxing and busy and fulfilling day.

8am, training, kickaround, then lunch and L4D? maybe hopefully..

3pm or 4pm meeting for Pw OP, gotta fix up slides and then be at the airport by about 5 for seeing mum off

therefore, how to practice?! uh i'll think of something.

then back home. about 8 or 9pm -ish? depending if we go somewhere after airport.

So.. yea. busy day.

Precipice

Lol Norman. I'm not emo. I just choose to express my emotions this way :D


"Perfect"


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Hi. My name is Gabriel

I will love you.
I will care for you
I will cherish you
I will look out for you

Unless

You make me feel any less human than you or anybody else

Had a very very very very very unpleasant dream.
Remind me next time not to go to sleep with any hint of a grudge or anger.

I dreamt that my church started selling cakes, and that people were angry with me cos' i didn't like the cakes or something. haha. was really weird. got told off really badly, and we were performing some songs at macdonalds. idk how that works out.

Anyway i'm late for op.

Wall of fire,
Ten feet or higher

But i'll walk on through.

For you, to you,
For you baby :)

You know it's strange how sometimes songs can trigger your memory of something. For example, the song

How to touch a Girl by Jojo reminds me of Seletar, cos' my sister used to play it all the time in the morning, when we were getting ready for school. I remember how it used to smell so awesmoe at night and in the morning, cos' there was so much nature around us. In some ways I miss that place. a lot. wouldn't mind moving back there. honestly. :)

Linkin Park- Somewhere I belong
Reminded me of Primary 6 days, when i used to blast such music as i go to sleep.
Never really knew the words. hahha. only the chorus. oh well.

air hostess and That's what i go to school for by Busted
Reminded me of my MP3 player.. which i .. well lost? i can't remember. I think someone took it.

Bubbly-Colbie Callait reminds me of Xin Chen's mum's Chinese tuition. haha. Kevin Darren Andrea Louise Xin Chen.

She will be loved- Maroon 5

Just makes me sad.

Sunday Morning -Maroon 5
Reminds me of DAYM <3

It's just overwhelming. I wish someone could enter my mind, describe what i'm feeling in three different ways: nice, normal, mean. Then i'd take the nice version and spread it around.

I'm drained. But i'm draining too.